No problem at all! I’m really glad I could help you!
You shouldn’t either be afraid to lose your virginity to yourself, because it can’t even happen. Yes, you can break your hymen, but that is not equal to losing your virginity at all. It would actually be good if you break it, it will make your first time less painful. Some women doesn’t even have a hymen, and you can even break it with normal physical activity. So don’t worry, you’re first no longer a virgin, when you have had sexual intercourse with a male. (And if you’re a guy, your virginity isn’t gone either!)
NO, NOT IN ANY WAY IS MASTURBATION WRONG OR BAD. Sex and enjoyment is a part of human nature. There is no need to hold back; if you want to do it, do it, and if you don’t want to then that’s okay too. It’s your decision, it’s your body and it concerns no one else. I can freely say I masturbate and did so when I was a virgin too! I don’t want to be ashamed, cause it’s so normal and it obviously doesn’t harm anyone. So freakin’ masturbate the shit out of yourself if you want to! Even if you’re a virgin or not, a girl or a boy, in a relationship or single, young or old, if it’s while watching porn or with an object. It’s no sin to enjoy such a harmless and natural thing, and don’t let anyone trick you into thinking differently. Masturbation is btw a really good thing to do to prepare yourself both mentally and physically for sexual intercourse too. Hope that answers you question, sweetheart.